Okay, I shouldnt haev made that last post so lets forget that ever happened. I took some time to think about this and I decided to put how I feel into song form. So here goes.
[ the music starts]

[Music stops

There thats how I feel.

[ooc; Yes that is Rise Against' Swing life Away; lets all pretend its Kia. Becuase well god knows Koko cant A. Play a guitar or B. Sing in Steve Bloom tones. <3 Thank you]